I've been very depressed lately because the person that I'm absolutely head over heels for is already in a relationship. I normally would just let it go, but I've never been so sure about someone and I really think that they are the right person for me. I did tell them how I felt and they took very well despite the circumstances, however I didn't tell them everything and now I've been thinking about "laying it all on the line" so to speak and telling them everything about how I feel about them.

I nearly committed suicide the other night. I didn't. I wish I had. But I made a promise... so I won't.

no matter how badly I want to.

Thank you. Please, please don't.

i really want some nachos

If I'm not careful, I'm going to end up falling in love again. W00T, another period of heartbreak to add to the long pathetic history.

I wish.

I keep a journal of every anxious or paranoid thought I have and it's filling up fast.

I want you to want me

I need you to need me

I've recently been crushing on someone who is almost definitely gonna reject me outright, and all I can think is how totally fucking ridiculous it is to constantly be thinking about someone when those feelings are still pretty superficial. I don't know what the hell I'm thinking, seriously.

I'll never hear from her again, nor will she ever hear from me.

But I wonder if she knows that I still care.

I wish I could tell her how sorry I am that things didn't work out between her and her girlfriend.

I'll never even know if it was a serious relationship or not.

Nor will I ever know if I myself was anything more to her than mere amusement.

Maybe some things are best not known at all.

I have dreams where she dies and I usually smile, and then I wake up smiling.

I've yet to hit twenty and already I'm tired of this life.

sometimes i enjoy looking at myself in the mirror