Little Secrets

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I hope that someday I become a house-husband

Is all the world a prayer to some star? Are all the years of the world a catalog of the events of some holiday? Do all things happen at once? Is there a needle in the haystack? Do we preform in the twilight before a vast theater of empty stone benches? Do we hold hands with our grandfathers? Are they warm and royal, the rags of death. Are all the people living at this very second fingerprinted? Is beauty the pulley? Are are the dead received in the expanding army? Is it true that there are no wallflowers at the dance? May I suck the cunts for my gift? May I love the forms of girls instead of licking labels? May I die a little at the uncovering of unfamiliar breasts? May I raise a path of goosepimples with my tongue? May I hug my friend instead of working? Are sailors naturally religious? May I squeeze a golden-haired thigh between my legs and feel blood flowing and hear the holy tick of the fainting clock? May I see if someone is alive by gobbling his come? Could it be recorded in the books of law that shit is kosher? Is there a difference in dreaming geometry and bizarre sex positions? Is the epileptic always graceful? Is there such a thing as waste? Is it wonderful to think about an eighteen year old girl wearing tight jelly underwear? Does love visit me when I pump myself? O God, there is a scream, all the systems are screaming. I am locked in a fur store but I believe You want to steal me. Does Gabriel trip a burglar alarm? Why was I sewn into a bed with the nymphomaniac? Am I as easy to pluck as a spear of grass? Can I be torn away from the roulette wheel? By how many billion cables is the zeppelin secured? O God, I love so many things it will need years to take them away one by one. I adore Thy details. Why have you let me see the bare ankle tonight in the treehouse? Why did you vouchsafe unto me a minute flash of desire? May I unfasten my loneliness and collide once again with a beautiful greedy body? May I fall asleep after a soft happy kiss? May I have a dog for a pet? May I teach myself to be handsome? May I pray at all?

I drink a lot because I'm depressed.

i dont believe people when they tell me i'm pretty

I've been thinking a lot about killing some of my family.

I'm secretly in love with Caleb.

while were on the subject....... im in love with tyler.

if i had to do it all over again with that boy that lives in california, i would...

I want you.

I had sex with my best friend last month, and as good as it was, I think it's going to make things really awkward now.

I'm afraid i'm going to fuck up a really good friendship because i want her so fucking bad.
The more i try to convince myself that i dont, the more i do
i hate this shit

Oddly enough, I was going to post the exact same thing as the above post before i read it; almost word for word.

I honestly can't think of anyone else I dislike more than myself.

people have changed so much... and not in a good way

I've been very depressed lately because the person that I'm absolutely head over heels for is already in a relationship. I normally would just let it go, but I've never been so sure about someone and I really think that they are the right person for me. I did tell them how I felt and they took very well despite the circumstances, however I didn't tell them everything and now I've been thinking about "laying it all on the line" so to speak and telling them everything about how I feel about them.

I nearly committed suicide the other night. I didn't. I wish I had. But I made a promise... so I won't.

no matter how badly I want to.

Thank you. Please, please don't.

i really want some nachos

If I'm not careful, I'm going to end up falling in love again. W00T, another period of heartbreak to add to the long pathetic history.

I wish.

I keep a journal of every anxious or paranoid thought I have and it's filling up fast.

I want you to want me

I need you to need me

I've recently been crushing on someone who is almost definitely gonna reject me outright, and all I can think is how totally fucking ridiculous it is to constantly be thinking about someone when those feelings are still pretty superficial. I don't know what the hell I'm thinking, seriously.