Little Secrets

^that's true. whenever I'm worried about saying something I start with "I don't usually do this" or "I hate to ask, but"

it seems to work alright.

Trevor, is that what you do??? haha

For the most part, I hate myself.

Honestly, for the most part I can't help but feel like I'm an unlikeable person. It feels like people go out of their way to avoid having contact with me be it online or in person. If only I could figure out what it is that makes people dislike me so much. It's just somewhat upsetting because I'm always nice to people, but all I ever seem to get in return is rudeness or in most cases, nothing.

I hope I didn't trigger that. sometimes I just... don't have anything to say.

I wrestled a tank once.
I am faster than 80% of all snakes.
I wish I had a penis.
Chest hair is sexy.

I regret all of the times that I've seen you.
And I've neglected you.
Especially since... I know that in a few years, you'll die.

I am terribly afraid to die.
Please... is there a way to be immortal?
I'll do anything... ANYTHING.

I'm falling for him.
I chat way too much.
I am following the religion of lethargic procrastination.
You should join. (:

I'm off. PEACE!

I occasionally send emails to god@hotmail.com. I would kill to have that email address, I bet it gets a sufficient amount of weird emails, unless they stopped anyone from taking it.

It's amazing that the hippieboard/OhLovely legacy is coming to a close now. It's as though a new saga truly is beginning, for me. It's so scary, but I'm so fucking excited to find myself in another world. And I'll never forget that I loved this one once.